I used to say I love you
   It wasn't really true
   I wanted to believe it
   And now I almost do
   I used to say I love you
   I said it as a threat
   Or maybe as a promise
   To see what I could get
   But my heart doesn't break anymore
   No my heart doesn't ache anymore
   'Cause it just couldn't take any more
   And I've lost my illusions about you now
   I used to say I love you
   It wasn't what I meant
   What I really meant was
   Come on in my tent
   But you were reluctant
   Although I was so hot
   Now I understand it
   But back then I did not
   But my heart doesn't wear anymore
   No my heart doesn't care anymore
   'Cause my heart isn't there anymore
   And I've lost my illusions about you now
   And now if I should see you
   Or call you on the phone
   I wonder who's that person
   I could never call my own
   Although I kind of like you
   I'll never understand
   Why I got so excited
   Each time that we held hands
   'Cause my heart doesn't feel anymore
   No my heart doesn't wheel anymore
   'Cause it just isn't real anymore
   And I've lost my illusions about you now