darling stop confusing me
  with your wishful thinking
  hopeful enbraces
  don't you understand?
  i have to go through this
  i belong to here where
  no-one cares and no-one loves
  no light no air to live in
  a place called hate
  the city of fear
    i play dead
  it stops the hurting
  i play dead
  and hurting stops
    it's sometimes just like sleeping
  curling up inside my private tortures
  i nestle into pain
  hug suffering
  caress every ache
    i play dead
  it stops the hurting