The black and cold reminds me
   Of all the distance we have crossed
   And if your darkness blinds me
   I could never be more lost
  
   But I'm not the one who seeks your protection
   I'm not the one to share the disguise
   And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection
   I'm not the one to tear the same way twice
  
   (Chorus-
  
   You push from the inside (Smothered)
   You push from the inside out (Smothered) [X2] )
  
   Have all your walls surround me
   They're closing in they block my sight
   The violence around me
   Found me when I could not fight
  
   But I'm not the one to take your direction
   I'm not the one who wears the disguise
   And I'm not the one to share your reflection
   I'm not the one you break the same way twice
  
   (Chorus)
  
   I will never win
   I will never win with you (X2)
  
   I read you
   I fear you round up
   No more than you know
  
   I hate you
   I still do
   Everytime you let me go...
  
   (Chorus)
  
   I will never win
   I will never win with you (X2)
  
   SMOTHERED!
  
   I'M SMOTHERED!