If you said that you could kill the things inside me
   You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead
   It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
   But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead
  
   Don't preach a story of success and gifted thinking.
   Because in the end we're gonna end up the same way
   Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
   'Cause I'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way
  
   Never wanted this life
   Because it's meaningless
   Gone away from me
  
   The life you've given is a poorly painted picture
   The colors running and it's staggering my life
   A definition of the truth is all I wanted
   Not mental beating falling short of stupidity
  
   Don't give a speech on your prolific ways of living
   You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
   Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
   You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot
  
   Never wanted this life
   Because it's meaningless
   Gone away from me
  
   If you said that you could kill the things inside me
   You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead
   It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
   But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead
   Instead!!! I'm just a failure instead!!!
   Instead!!!
  
   You're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
   I'll give you credit for the effort you put forth
   'Cause as it ends you're gonna start to realize that
   Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard
  
   Never wanted this life
   Because it's meaningless
   Gone away from me
  
   Never wanted this life...
   Never wanted this life...