It starts to tear me down
   Destroyed by what I create
   It left the nerve exposed
   Feels like a lost cause
   Frustration's all I have left
   It's what reduced me to this
   Turned me against myself
   It's still a lost cause
  
   I can't keep doing this to myself
   But it's the only way to forget who I am
  
   Your disability
   Kept pushing me away
   It went beneath what's so real to me
   And threw it all away
   I underestimated
   The lengths that you would have gone
   To deny who you are
   You threw it all away
  
   I will keep doing this to myself
   'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am
  
   I never wanted your help
   I never needed your help
   The failure has to be all mine all mine now
   I'll turn my back on myself
   If it's my only way out
   It can only help me if it hurts
  
   I won't give in to, I won't give in to...
   I wont become one with your lies
  
   I never wanted your help
   I never needed your help
   The failure has to be all mine all mine now
   I'll turn my back on myself
   If it's my only way out
   I'm too tired to feel anything anyway
  
   I will keep doing this to myself
   'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am
  
   I never wanted your help
   I never needed your help
   The failure has to be all mine all mine now
   I'll turn my back on myself
   If it's my only way out
   I'm too tired to feel anything anyway
  
   I have become one with your lies