Wanted to leave
   wanted to leave the city
   jesus was standiing far behind
   never never felt nothing, nothing but out of place
   the walls crying christmas in the line
  
   wanted to believe
   wanted to believe the country
   'cause there i'm told that yes those people would
   wanted to serve but only to serve myself
   'cause then i'm told that christmas wasn't good
  
   and i see that you were arranging
   now that your family's in the clear
   should i let her be
   should i send a rose
   now the liquors in his hands again
  
   christmas is over
   now the blankets go home
   i was angry, i was angry
   christmas was choking and i need to be home
   i was loaded, i was loaded