Now everything
   that used to matter to me
   is taken away
   forever gone
  
   The only things
   I really have left here
   …in this life
   are bitter hate and this gun
  
   From this trip I´m taking now
   I´m never coming back…
  
   It´s time, tonight´s the night
   -the last one of my life
   This time I´ll just let myself go
   and leave this world behind
  
   The booze flows in
   like blood to heart that beats no more
   and blows the flame of fear out…
  
   I raise the gun
   - my finger on the trigger -
   and put the barrel into my mouth
  
   From this trip I´m taking now
   I´m never coming back…
  
   It´s time, tonight´s the night
   -the last one of my life
   This time I´ll just let myself go
   and leave this world behind
  
   It´s here, tonight´s the night
   -the last one of my life
   With no fear I´ll just let my life go
   and take the six-feet-dive…