i wish i didn't have this nervous laugh
  i wish i didn't say half the stuff i say
  i wish i could just learn to cover my tracks
  i guess i'm not concerned about getting away
    'cause every time i try to hold my tongue
  it slips like a fish from a line
  they say if you want to play
  you should learn how to play dumb
  i guess i can't bring myself to waste your time
    'cause we both know what i've been doing
  i've been intentionally bad at lying
  you're the only boy i ever let see through me
  and i hope you beleive me when i say i'm trying
  and i hope i never improve my game
  yeah i'd rather have these things weighing on my mind
  and at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame
  there must be a light of some kind
  there must be a light of some kind
    i must have blown a fuse or something
  cause it was so dark in my mind
  she came up to me with the sweetest face
  and she was holding a light of some kind
  and i still think of you as my boyfriend
  i don't think this is the end of the world
  but i think maybe you should follow my example
  and go meet yourself a really nice girl
    'cause we both know. . .
    in the end the world comes down to just a few people
  but for you it comes down to one
  but no one ever asked me if i thought i could be
  everything to someone
  there's a crowd of people harboured in every person
  there are so many roles that we play
  and you've decided to love me for eternity
  i'm still deciding who i want to be today
    'cause we both know. . .