Today things change i've been so fuckin' scared Since i picked up the phone
  Trying to escape from me
  My heart i can't think straight
  on the beach waves so free
  And so calm as a lake
  And like me i'm so dead awake
    So i hold on to what i got
  For as long as I can
  But now it's fallen
  Apart in my hand
  And it's so hard to understand
  That I can't see you again
    And i hold on to what got
  For as long as i can
  And now it's fallen apart in my hand
  And it's so hard to understand
    It seems like you're here with me
  I just wanna see you again
  Today things change
  Why couldn't it be you
  When I picked up the phone
  The things i'd say
  If i could have known
  You won't be there
  When i got home
    Looking for answers why
  It's so real it's not fake
  And why am I so dead awake
  Please just one more time
  I wanna say good-bye
  Ill wait for you
  I'm not scared
  I promise not to cry