And I try
  To make it right
  To make my life
  A source of pride
  And I try
  To give to you
  All the the things
  You want me to
    Still I sit back here and wonder
  Why I never wanted you to die
  And live a life of agonizing terror, court me
  You know I never wanted this
  You know that something else exists
  You know why everything is dead
  Bu you still get inside my head
    You rape my thoughts, infest my mind
  What the fuck did you think you'd find?
  But a mass inside an empty head
  A vastness that almost seemed dead
  I run from you
  I run by you
  I run to you
  I run with you
    I run from you
  And only you
  My heart bleeds fire
  All over you
    How can you look at me like you love me?
  How can you look at me when you hate me?
  How can you feel the faith if deceiving?
  How can you look at me when you know that...
    ...I try
  To make it right
  To make my life
  A source of pride
  Still I try
  To give to you
  All the the things
  You want me to