On the morning
  i woke up and screamed out loud
  my god what happened to the life
  that once made me so proud
  thoughts of dying
  thoughts of living past today
  they scream through my head openly
  in an open minded state
  now im stuck here
  bloody flesh and bones and skin
  its not what happened to my mind
  this is just the mess im in
  cant i break, all these chains
  im sad
  where were you, i need you
  im sad
  we could be, wait and see
  im sad
  but of course im not, sane again
  im sad when you werent old enough to choose
    can i take that
  what i want back
  can i take back what i deserve,
  or will i be left untill,
  everyone is dead
  what will i
  take for my self
  can i take back what i deserve,
  or will i be left until
  everyone is dead
    now im stuck here,
  bloody flesh bones and skin
  its not what ive done to my life
  its just the mess im in
  when i break free
  from the things that hold me here
  encumbered by, the sweet embrace
  of many well earned tears
  i can speak now,
  from my heart and to my head
  im losing touch,
  im holding on to corpses of words said
    cant i break, all these chains
  im sad
  where were you, i need you
  im sad
  we could be, wait and see
  im sad
  but of course im not, sane again
  im sad when you werent old enough to choose
    can i take that
  what i want back
  can i take back what i deserve,
  or will i be left untill,
  everyone is dead
  what will i
  take for my self
  can i take back what i deserve,
  or will i be left until
  everyone is dead