A plan is full of words that never seem to work
  I careless about the backstage fights
  But I guess it's part of the prize
    Just when you think It's all behind you
  You get a glimpse of how unimportant
  You are when you fall
    Who am I to take away the very life that I helped save
  just a year ago
  and who am I to justify the very life I try to hide
  Is anybody counting, does anybody notice me at all