Every night I, I lay inside my bed and dream
  I wonder if I ever meant anything
  And to your love, I know that you hurt me so bad and I
  But I will try
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    But still I try, I try
  But I, I wont succeed
  Cuz I'd give my life, if I had to say goodbye
  But still I try
    I'm watching, I'm waiting
  I'm wondering what's your move
  What is and I'll be, what you wanted me to
  And if I closed my eyes would I
  See you smiling back at me
  But I will try
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    and if I dream again, maybe I'll pretend
  that you listen, im missin'
  all this time with you or without you
  and if you walked away, my skies turning gray
  I tried it all, and now that its for real