Use me as much as you can
  Cuz you never been
  More than a friend
  I try to push you away
  And make myself clean
  And forget you hurt me
    You keep pushing me down
  Keep my head above ground
  The ground that I lay
  I try myself everyday
  And say its O.K.
  For bringing me pain
    Clean
  I don't want to be
  I don't need to be
  I don't want to be
    And when I step outside this place
  All I feel is empty
  And when I look into your face
  All I see is emptiness
    Pressure the less that I feel
  The more that I heal
  And put back the pieces
  You keep weighing my soul
  Keep from letting it go
  And setting me free