I started out on the wrong foot
  Now I'm not myself
  I am Jekyll, I am Hyde
  Found this place to hide
  Come seek me
    Oh, so up and down
  So back and forth
  So insecure
  Can't get this taste out of my mouth
  Swallow it down
  Pretend
    Hold it, hold it all in
  Let it build up
  Build a bomb
  Blow it, blow it away
  Clear it all out
  Just end it
    I'm just a normal person
  Without those problems
  When did it change?
  Admissions so embarrassing
  I'm on the verge of tears again
    Hold it, hold it all in
  Let it build up
  Build a bomb
  And blow it, blow it away
  Clear it all out
  Just end it
    Oh look I took the Band-Aid off
  Did I take it off too soon?
  Hysterical confession
  My big courageous move
    Don't gasp at the predictable
  A comforting lie can't last
  Preordained checklist of this awkward love
  It's so sad
    Hold it, hold it all in
  Let it build up
  Oh, build a bomb
  Blow it, blow it away
  Clear it all out
  Just end it
    Sort it, sort it out
  Just give it back
  No thank you
  Toss it, toss it away
  Eliminate
  Just give up
    I can't decide
  This tug of war
  I'm feeling weak