I kind of keep asking myself little questions
  Like where do I go from here
  I seem to keep loosing track of time and how long it's been
  Since I last had you near
    Been a painful road to a door that's closed
  Been a gamble that I knew I couldn't win
  Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of you
  In the mirror there's a sing I must give in
    So I'm not holding back the tears anymore
  tryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotion
  No I'm not holding back the tears anymore
  Yesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
  I depended on you
    I used to enjoy spending my time on my own here
  Watching the jaded people pass
  Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears
  And walking a road of broken glass
    It's a constant fight to get through each day and night
  It's a war between the present and the past
  And the face that's in your mind every time you close your eyes
  What's the reason, what's the answer, how long will this last
    So I'm not holding back the tears anymore
  tryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotion
  No I'm not holding back the tears anymore
  Yesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
    Been a long time since I heard your last goobdye
  Still I hear it clearly every day and night
  What's the point in love when you have to give it up
  Yet still you need it and it's nowhere you can find
    So I'm not holding back the tears anymore
  tryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotion
  No I'm not holding back the tears anymore
  Yesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
  I depended on you