Dear Joan
  I've almost forgotten
  The pane in the window
  The blue dress in the doorway
  
  Dear Joan
  Help me remember
  the face i forget
  and the traps that I've sprung
  
  I guess I've grown tired
  It's just what's expected of me
  to tear your heart from the inside to the outside
  You know I was wired
  I just couldn't help it
  the hundred thousand times i hurt you
  
  Dear Joan
  I wanted to say
  I'm sorry for the screaming last night
  and the nights before
  Well i've wanted more from this
  then anything i've even known
  Dear Joan
  
  Dear Joan
  You're face has a brightness
  that've never seen
  and the years that i've known you
  Dear Joan
  I'd pick up the peices
  but some scattered too far
  You see they flew when I kicked them cross the floor
  
  And i know you believe when you said it was over
  You stood by me patiently waiting and broken
  so deeply in love with every face that i've shown
  and Dear Joan I wanted to say
  I'm sorry for the scream last night
  and the nights before
  Well I've wanted more from this then anything ive ever known
  
  Once I forget, twice I'm a fool
  Three times I wrap my hands around your neck
  while you're sleepin
  
  Dear Joan
  Don't walk out the doorway
  because if you did, I could honestly kill you
  
  Dear Joan
  I wanted to say
  I'm sorry for the screaming last night
  and the nights before
  Well i've wanted more from this
  Then anything I've ever known
  
  Dear Joan
  I wanted to say
  I'm sorry for the screaming last night
  and the nights before
  Well I've wanted more from this
  Then anything I've ever known
  Dear Joan