I hope one day I will grow out of this
  Then I will leave this battlefield
  
  Good or bad depends on your point of view
  And I can see things from both sides
  Just one more classic case of catch-22
  Things don't have a simple truth
  
  So you ask where this is leading me
  Only I don't have an answer yet
  
  Seeing things black and white is for the weak
  I'm strong enough for shades of grey
  While searching for the perfect compromise
  I am driven to despair
  
  So my thoughts are spinning around
  For I know my problem well
  And I wonder, will I ever get
  Out of this carousel
  
  You are trying in vain
  To reach me with your hands
  But all that I can say
  Is I hope you understand
  
  So I am caught between the chairs again
  While everybody else does fine
  
  It's just my nature to move back and forth
  Always trying not to offend
  I cannot decide whether to refuse
  Or to reach out for your helping hand
  
  So my thoughts are spinning around
  For I know my problem well
  And I wonder, will I ever get
  Out of this carousel
  
  You are trying in vain
  To reach me with your hands
  But all that I can say
  Is I hope you understand
  
  Meanwhile I'm trying to make up my mind
  Feeling like I'm paralysed
  What's the sense of it all, is it...
  
  Because of you and I
  Because of fear
  Or just because of all
  That I wish to have near
  It's about really stupid things
  But they keep growing until
  They seem to tear me apart
  
  So my thoughts are spinning around
  For I know my problem well
  And I wonder, will I ever get
  Out of this carousel
  
  You are trying in vain
  To reach me with your hands
  You ask for explanations
  Until things make sense
  Well, I don't have any
  So all that I can say is
  I hope you understand
  
  It is because you and I
  Because of fear
  Because of all
  That I wish to have near
  
  It's about really stupid things
  Of no major size
  But they keep on growing
  Until a part of me dies