Do you think it`s easy to forget
  Time heals nothing
  That`s why I lie awake
  My spirit seems to leave me now
  My vital spark burns out
  Me my god I´m 23
  My eve of life has just begun (already begun)
  Wwheeelllsss of steel
  Drive the ruin of my inner self
  God watch me before I end like you
  I cried when I wrote this song (song)
  Maybe I´m too weak
  I took this pain my whole life long
  I feel like a rainy day a cold night in fall (fall)
  The red light turns to green right now
  So why fighting back these tears
  Wwheeelllsss of steel
  Drive the ruin of my inner self
  God watch me
  Before I end like
  You and all the others especially like the father
  Whose children give pure hate not respect
  Yeah.. I am on a ride
  I`m searching for a different.. mine I´m still not the one I´m trying to find
  Once more I drink the pain away
  God watch me before I end like you ..Oh once more..
  Please save me from myself
  I don`t want to extinguish myself
  I don`t want to fade out